Eyelid Wishes

Locked eyes for the first time today
I broke into a cold sweat.
Half a second took my breath away
The worst part is we haven't met.

When you walk past me
I go dead in the knees.
I wonder if you can see me
If you do say something, please.

A lump grows in my throat
With every word you speak.
And if you get too close
All my joints go weak.

In dream you hold me without a hitch
But in the waking hours.
I realize fate's a bitch
Sorry if that was too sour.

I want you as my own
But you I'll never get.
Taken; I'm still alone
I cry, for this is it.